Now you see me, now you don't!

So much for declaring shamelessly that I strive to write as often as I can. The last entry was a month ago and then poof! I disappeared into thin air. No word, no update, no nothing to show for my newfound commitment. I am amazed I have this natural aptitude to conveniently and consciously forget an important promise I made to myself even when the fingers of guiltiness tap ever so lightly yet persistently on the window pane of my conscience. Then I wave away the guilt trip absently like how I would with a fly that buzzed noisily in my ear while I terrified my soul insanely in the dark hotel world of Jack Torrance and lost myself impatiently in the slow sorrowful tale of Frankenstein.

And then here I am again.