I won't say much
because I don't want to sound like our parents
You always hate how they nag, still do.
Remember? Upon hearing your retort,
I didn't ask you to wait up for me
Pa spitted, you will know when you have your own children!
You shrugged, stormed into your room
Those words will stalk you
The prophecy will come true
Parents do own crystal balls
and we think they are uncool
What they don't tell you
Fear sometimes comes in threes
You are rows of cereals, milk, eggs in supermarkets
The cups, plates and pots in cupboards
Either you spray it, like a cockroach, with Bygone
Or you bring it to bed with you.
It will become bearable.
Sometimes piece by piece you die inside
Under your blankets you invent worlds
And the pain of change fits into place
You wake up the next day,
brush your teeth and drive to work.
You don't have much left
So you search for strength,
stringing words
You go for a walk under the sun
and see a line of ants
then it rains, disrupting the army
You are glad to be alive.