Wednesday, April 22, 2015

The path you didn't take

Can't remember when

I chose the path you didn't take.

You two entwined vines,


the lone willow on my path,

all that's ever left of you.


Our roads crossed again,

briefly but seemed long enough

to look at your watch.


Blossoms dancing on your path

which's everything of you.

 

Tuesday, April 21, 2015

She Was A Mother Too

The thing growing in her

She did not understand

She watched the pregnant women

In the waiting room

She wanted to push them over

The window, the stairs

Each and everyone of them, Wiping out

That conceit from their face

That's some reason to be happy about

Instead of joy

Its tiny hands clawed at her, Twisting

Cold sweat, she started on her bed

She looked at the slump next to her, Dead

To her panting and growing fear, Lost

In his smug bliss of rubber of holes

She remembered staring at the surgical lights

Wide open eyes

The blinding lights did not hurt

as much as

When they emptied her

She broke into a run on her way out

Shivered despite the warm sunrays

She threw up nausea on the street

A nausea at her different colour

At not being a hero

At him who thinks it's her problem, not his

Nausea, she tattooed on her skin

She will never be rid of

Chai Chee

Boy had a backyard filled with rolling hills

Few neighbours to play with time on his hands

He laid seeds of vision upon these land

Didn't forget to water dedication

At night he lied on bed thought of his seeds

In the day he perched on top of his hills

Watching seeds grow into green emeralds

Generous boy fed his neighbours these greens

Hustle and bustle soon became these hills

Happy with his hard work and its newness

The boy spurred his neighbours to follow suit

Seeing the sparkle in his eyes they nodded

Gifts of his vision conceived on his world

He now sat in his backyard with legs up

His children drinking coffee next to him

Had other ideas 'bout kampong expanse

A Quick Meal

Interestingly enough, nine years

Away from hometown of my youth

I still learn from the kitchen dance

Her slender graceful leg

Her divine hip -

The small-waisted spatula

She feels unseen rhythms of stir frying within her

and reverberates a ballon on the warm metal floor

Twirling around with her geometric lines

Her body is taken over by

Crescendos of translucent onions

Orbiting jumps in searing meat

She finally falls onto the bed of frying rice

As the lid of lights descends at perdendo

She bows, closes her eyes

And let the heavy curtain of water

Washes away her sweat

Monday, April 20, 2015

The Last View of Singapore

young orchid will grow

dewdrops melt fore seeing

how tall it grows to be

Saturday, April 18, 2015

Where he shouldn't be

His new baby's eyes

Its mother's mouth

Crescent of laughter

A field of bliss


A designer of homes

He sleeps in on workdays

Society won't give him work

An outsider, invisible

Like a rock among rocks


Milk bottles

Rice bin

Mouths

Marlboro

Dark shapes of his duty

Swallowing his vows


It's the only thing to do

So it's the right thing to do

Thirteen tiles before his eyes


At Pong!

Dwindling money in the drawer

Has to be returned

The bristles on his neck, wet

He closes his eyes


At Kong!

His friends look at his hardship

Indentify with him

Just because it's not theirs


At Zimo!

Jets of blue smoke

flush pleasure through alarm

Selling out her love and hopes again

Doesn't seem the right thing anymore

How does he go forward now

 

Thursday, April 16, 2015

3am dream of Butterfly Lovers

Wake, from my dreams

The dried tears readied me

For today I escape, I escape


Clothed, in ten yards

Of red cocoon

Of golden phoenix arising

Pricking at my skin,

At the girlhood I now leave behind


Sit, in red sedan chair

A moving bamboo cage

To another empty walls

Breath, keep breathing


Sing, the rain and the wind

Before his white slab of stone

The earth receives me

In its furrow

Tapering away like my life


I bind our bones with red string

In the wedding of butterflies

 

Tuesday, April 14, 2015

Will I laugh again

(Neil Gaimen to Terry Pratchett)


Will you make me laugh again

As I fall, grasping

Time suspended in the air

Will you make me laugh again

And set it right

Wiping the gray from the sky

Falling into the world you have spun

I see you again in your black cloak

With all your white anger

Underneath those twisted trees

Angel and demon hand in hand

You take my arm and say

WE MUST WALK TOGETHER

Making each other laugh again

Monday, April 13, 2015

Borrowed Words

No

Likes No

Comments do not

Get depressed. This is

A challenge not a competition

Your opinion matters most. Of your

Own work do not be ashamed. A

Work in progress is every poem here. If

It is lost in the rush, remember those moments

When the lightbulb lits up, your racing heart and Sweaty

armpits. Exhaustion is like a perpetual hangover but passion keeps you

wide awake. You feel like dance after you hit the post button:

Today I wrote a poem and tomorrow I'm going to do it again

Sunday, April 12, 2015

Cicada Song

Chorus springtime water frosty

Behold hurry foliage tawny

Solstice transform bosom sorrow

Enshroud woodland allure borrow

Unfaze blossom scarlet scatter

Stratus maple crimson alter

Billow pinions swallows stature

Flimsy wing-robe winter endure

Ensue aster rampage advent

Seedtime rasure lotus absent

Golden ebbing Prunus boomer

Springtide arrest jailbreak never

A real childhood

Are the deities in the mountains

Really having a feast of peaches

Even as I burn midnight oil by the curtains

A ray flew by but it's the chalk of my teacher's

Look I am only having a gander

Charmed by the gleam of her tresses

Hemorrhagic Wulin is in uproar over Dragon Saber

Idiom of an inch of time is an inch of gold laces

Length of my ear flips out from the other

Detecting the start of quarreling voices

Hurry to hide in clanks of fighting swords under table

Only not from goose egg and cane lashes

On to battles my green plastic soldiers march

Do I yearn to grow up in every March

Friday, April 10, 2015

At Hawker Center

Chicken Rice

Green plate of greasy fragrance

Comes to the table without formality

Table with strangers and plastic chairs

Only food really matters here

Steam is rising from pale on pale

Sink teeth into tender gelatinous

Blesses the tongue of the moment

But lift legs suddenly

As roaches scurry past

Shiver runs down spine

Reminder of no place is perfect


Dress

Getting stares at the cropped hair does

Not mean frills and flounces are a must

Nor heels, skirts and war paint

Knees are still there underneath trousers

So are twin peaks too

Even with pinstripes and suits

Will be cool as Coco and Marlene

Genderless is the new black

Nothing needs to be cured


Lip Balm

The tissue wipes away the balm

Leaving dried twigs on the mouth

Like angry red ants crawling on fire

Biting to appease burning anger

Getting stares again at sausage lips

Off to the Chinese medical hall

For quick and old-fashioned relief

 

Wednesday, April 8, 2015

The Man in the Morning

7:37am

Birds sing sunrise colours

But he drinks black melancholy from his cup

Staining his tongue with the bitter of another day

He takes a drag

He looks at the rope of smoke

He watches the ants with food on their backs


7:46am

The day scratches its head

A ball with no goalpost to aim

He stops looking at the photos

Putting his wife and daughter in the carton of his heart

Rain suddenly falls

Into puddles

Into thousand broken mirrors

Of his past and dreams


8:10am

Today looks the same as yesterday

The same as tomorrow and the morrows

Sliver of his sleeves peeking out from under his coat

One thinks he pines for a second spring

He takes a drag

He looks at the rope of smoke

The rope to hang himself

 

Tuesday Blah of @ # % ^ < /

She cries for mama

A ripple on the night pond

Waking to the dawn

of these ! $ &* ( ) . , prompts


Met that girl

from the dream

A ghost from the past

More I do not want to ask


Typing limits his vocab so

Mo Yan only writes by hand

Th smooth of this digital paper

roughened by my hoarsing thoughts, damn!


An experiment of a long month

Gulping blood and sweat

Impressing eye circles

With it's silent mouth


These verses may not be serene

Mountain spring or pure

But my wings fly blossom

To blossom for nectar pure


Who gives us our names? We ask

Not angels, death or the gods

Listen!

Your name will be called

 

 

Tuesday, April 7, 2015

The Gods

*Someone said, 'Don’t get drunk on the liquor of your narcissistic poetry.' And I am guilty as charged.


His body roars medicated side-effects, reeking of untouched cod

Her nose twitches at the white line of powder, they are the gods


The figures on the bills and debts burn red against fluorescent bulb

To the airport to find the soonest flight away, she is the gods


She washes two faces and four dirty hands, her gift in double

Unslept, her eyes are crescent of laughter, she is the gods


The old man curls on the bench of abandon, the memories his rooftop

She is cardboards and half-starved mouths, they are the gods


The fall accelerates, he surrenders to his grave in the mountaintop

The waiting girlfriend believes he doesn't leave, they are the gods.


I am Kartoffelsalat, Rendang and Rice, washed down with Oolong

Imperfect and faulted, but give me my glory. Hoon, are you one of the gods?

 

Monday, April 6, 2015

Silence

If silence is the golden sun

why does it fester in my fruit

bringing back the odour of doubt?

Trapped

I won't say much

because I don't want to sound like our parents

You always hate how they nag, still do.


Remember? Upon hearing your retort,

I didn't ask you to wait up for me

Pa spitted, you will know when you have your own children!


You shrugged, stormed into your room

Those words will stalk you

The prophecy will come true


Parents do own crystal balls

and we think they are uncool


What they don't tell you

Fear sometimes comes in threes


You are rows of cereals, milk, eggs in supermarkets

The cups, plates and pots in cupboards


Either you spray it, like a cockroach, with Bygone

Or you bring it to bed with you.

It will become bearable.


Sometimes piece by piece you die inside

Under your blankets you invent worlds

And the pain of change fits into place


You wake up the next day,

brush your teeth and drive to work.


You don't have much left

So you search for strength,

stringing words


You go for a walk under the sun

and see a line of ants

then it rains, disrupting the army

You are glad to be alive.

 

Friday, April 3, 2015

An Orchid Blooms

The breeze traces its tongue around her curves,

she poses wantonly.


The dews gently bite her inner folds,

she feels damp and opens up.


As shudders run down her spine,

she moans into a blossom.

Pohela Falgun

The sounds of distant traffic

lure him to his secret garden

jewel-strewn in spring.


The cool cement is

marigold petals to his skin.

A respite from the lonely heat.


The fresh paint is colourful Fatua

that clings to his body.

It fits his pride.


The silence of empty flats is

Bengali to his ears.

It's his songs and stories.


He stretches on the green grass

and closes his eyes.

 

The Year 2065

I dreamed the dance of my uncle

as Ah Gong bestowed lashes of his temper

because from the poison needle

he drew grave mistake into his temple.


He floated away but storm raged in him

and he was arrested.

In the long queue of grim

for him Ah Ma and I awaited.


In her hand a tingkat merrily swayed

heavy with sadness, self-reproach but also love

At the aroma of the familiar and those days

His tears swamped with guilt and came in droves


Time travel is no pleasure

I want to go back to the future.