Tuesday, April 14, 2015

Will I laugh again

(Neil Gaimen to Terry Pratchett)


Will you make me laugh again

As I fall, grasping

Time suspended in the air

Will you make me laugh again

And set it right

Wiping the gray from the sky

Falling into the world you have spun

I see you again in your black cloak

With all your white anger

Underneath those twisted trees

Angel and demon hand in hand

You take my arm and say

WE MUST WALK TOGETHER

Making each other laugh again

Monday, April 13, 2015

Borrowed Words

No

Likes No

Comments do not

Get depressed. This is

A challenge not a competition

Your opinion matters most. Of your

Own work do not be ashamed. A

Work in progress is every poem here. If

It is lost in the rush, remember those moments

When the lightbulb lits up, your racing heart and Sweaty

armpits. Exhaustion is like a perpetual hangover but passion keeps you

wide awake. You feel like dance after you hit the post button:

Today I wrote a poem and tomorrow I'm going to do it again

Sunday, April 12, 2015

Cicada Song

Chorus springtime water frosty

Behold hurry foliage tawny

Solstice transform bosom sorrow

Enshroud woodland allure borrow

Unfaze blossom scarlet scatter

Stratus maple crimson alter

Billow pinions swallows stature

Flimsy wing-robe winter endure

Ensue aster rampage advent

Seedtime rasure lotus absent

Golden ebbing Prunus boomer

Springtide arrest jailbreak never

A real childhood

Are the deities in the mountains

Really having a feast of peaches

Even as I burn midnight oil by the curtains

A ray flew by but it's the chalk of my teacher's

Look I am only having a gander

Charmed by the gleam of her tresses

Hemorrhagic Wulin is in uproar over Dragon Saber

Idiom of an inch of time is an inch of gold laces

Length of my ear flips out from the other

Detecting the start of quarreling voices

Hurry to hide in clanks of fighting swords under table

Only not from goose egg and cane lashes

On to battles my green plastic soldiers march

Do I yearn to grow up in every March

Friday, April 10, 2015

At Hawker Center

Chicken Rice

Green plate of greasy fragrance

Comes to the table without formality

Table with strangers and plastic chairs

Only food really matters here

Steam is rising from pale on pale

Sink teeth into tender gelatinous

Blesses the tongue of the moment

But lift legs suddenly

As roaches scurry past

Shiver runs down spine

Reminder of no place is perfect


Dress

Getting stares at the cropped hair does

Not mean frills and flounces are a must

Nor heels, skirts and war paint

Knees are still there underneath trousers

So are twin peaks too

Even with pinstripes and suits

Will be cool as Coco and Marlene

Genderless is the new black

Nothing needs to be cured


Lip Balm

The tissue wipes away the balm

Leaving dried twigs on the mouth

Like angry red ants crawling on fire

Biting to appease burning anger

Getting stares again at sausage lips

Off to the Chinese medical hall

For quick and old-fashioned relief

 

Wednesday, April 8, 2015

The Man in the Morning

7:37am

Birds sing sunrise colours

But he drinks black melancholy from his cup

Staining his tongue with the bitter of another day

He takes a drag

He looks at the rope of smoke

He watches the ants with food on their backs


7:46am

The day scratches its head

A ball with no goalpost to aim

He stops looking at the photos

Putting his wife and daughter in the carton of his heart

Rain suddenly falls

Into puddles

Into thousand broken mirrors

Of his past and dreams


8:10am

Today looks the same as yesterday

The same as tomorrow and the morrows

Sliver of his sleeves peeking out from under his coat

One thinks he pines for a second spring

He takes a drag

He looks at the rope of smoke

The rope to hang himself

 

Tuesday Blah of @ # % ^ < /

She cries for mama

A ripple on the night pond

Waking to the dawn

of these ! $ &* ( ) . , prompts


Met that girl

from the dream

A ghost from the past

More I do not want to ask


Typing limits his vocab so

Mo Yan only writes by hand

Th smooth of this digital paper

roughened by my hoarsing thoughts, damn!


An experiment of a long month

Gulping blood and sweat

Impressing eye circles

With it's silent mouth


These verses may not be serene

Mountain spring or pure

But my wings fly blossom

To blossom for nectar pure


Who gives us our names? We ask

Not angels, death or the gods

Listen!

Your name will be called

 

 

Tuesday, April 7, 2015

The Gods

*Someone said, 'Don’t get drunk on the liquor of your narcissistic poetry.' And I am guilty as charged.


His body roars medicated side-effects, reeking of untouched cod

Her nose twitches at the white line of powder, they are the gods


The figures on the bills and debts burn red against fluorescent bulb

To the airport to find the soonest flight away, she is the gods


She washes two faces and four dirty hands, her gift in double

Unslept, her eyes are crescent of laughter, she is the gods


The old man curls on the bench of abandon, the memories his rooftop

She is cardboards and half-starved mouths, they are the gods


The fall accelerates, he surrenders to his grave in the mountaintop

The waiting girlfriend believes he doesn't leave, they are the gods.


I am Kartoffelsalat, Rendang and Rice, washed down with Oolong

Imperfect and faulted, but give me my glory. Hoon, are you one of the gods?

 

Monday, April 6, 2015

Silence

If silence is the golden sun

why does it fester in my fruit

bringing back the odour of doubt?

Trapped

I won't say much

because I don't want to sound like our parents

You always hate how they nag, still do.


Remember? Upon hearing your retort,

I didn't ask you to wait up for me

Pa spitted, you will know when you have your own children!


You shrugged, stormed into your room

Those words will stalk you

The prophecy will come true


Parents do own crystal balls

and we think they are uncool


What they don't tell you

Fear sometimes comes in threes


You are rows of cereals, milk, eggs in supermarkets

The cups, plates and pots in cupboards


Either you spray it, like a cockroach, with Bygone

Or you bring it to bed with you.

It will become bearable.


Sometimes piece by piece you die inside

Under your blankets you invent worlds

And the pain of change fits into place


You wake up the next day,

brush your teeth and drive to work.


You don't have much left

So you search for strength,

stringing words


You go for a walk under the sun

and see a line of ants

then it rains, disrupting the army

You are glad to be alive.